It's strange to think that I am 'home'. Will this place ever feel like home or will my loyalties remain with Surrey. I'm waiting for it to feel like Room 506 is my room. I'm waiting to feel like I belong there, even if it's only temporary. After all, I have always (until now) lived in the same house on 156th Street. I have occupied the same room since I graduated from the bassinet in my parents room and I have always had my family surrounding me. It's odd to think that I may never permanently return to that environment.
I must say, I do love being able to randomly walk into peoples room and strike up conversations with them. I love being surrounded by friends, but there is nothing like family. I miss my family so much. I'm sure that wane and that I will grow accustomed to being away from them, but for now... I love them. I'm not saying I won't love them later, but I think I will depend on them a bit less. It's not even just my immediate family, my extended family is rather close and I see them all the time. They have always been there when I had questions and needed answers or opinions. Oh well, life goes on. They are still there for me. All that is missing is their hugs and kisses. I can't wait to see them again!! It will be wonderful.
I think this is a stupid corny blog and I am going to stop writing before I begin to embarrass myself.
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