still in bed.

I am lying in bed still. I am desperately trying to savour this moment -- the one where I still have little responsibility for one day more.

I start work tomorrow. Eek! It is back to reality I feel as though nausea is barely being held at bay. I am so thankful that I had 12 days of peaceful bliss since returning. It was absolutely necessary -- ok, it may not have been necessary, but it was absolutely wonderful.

I have a long list of things to accomplish today most of which is preparation for tomorrow. I have been stressing about silly things like what to pack for lunch. It is funny how much you forget while you're away.

I dropped by work earlier this week just to ease my mind a bit. Seeing two names I recognized currently manning the floor did nothing to abate my fear. There has apparently been plenty of change since I last donned my uniform and a slew of nurses have both come and gone (mainly gone).

I am thankfully starting on a Sunday which means things are typically a bit slower as there are no elective surgeries performed. Praise the Lord for that little mercy.

The sunshine is beckoning me despite the comfort of my bed. Today is entirely beautiful and I am going to enjoy every moment of it.